teaberryblue: (donnie boy)
yarg. the rogue is down this morning, which is frustrating for obvious reasons. only have three new userpics to do today or tomorrow, so they should get done and up (yay i get to draw a doi!) *IF* the site comes back. at least it wasn't down yesterday when sara was here.

yarg, but i want to reply to our apps email today and can't.

the one thing i really hate is replying to good writers who are having trouble coming up with approrpriate, viable, or interesting characters. these are people who might be fun to have in the game, and who can write, but who just aren't demonstrating that they understand what this game is about. it's not a traditional RP in the sense that there's rarely any fighting and storylines are very much character-driven. right now we're in the middle of an assembly on quality cheese and magic milk powder, thanks to [livejournal.com profile] kalliona and [livejournal.com profile] neverneverland3. man, but i love having guest characters :D <3s lord rocin. <3s the Ministry of BS.

okay, whoever started calling them the Ministry of BS gets a bonus cookie, too.

mikey got me potting soil, so i re-potted my work plant. hopefully now it will forgive me for leaving it for a week (no one here remembered to water it) and start being bayoutiful again.

i need to gets back to works now.
teaberryblue: (donnie boy)
yarg. the rogue is down this morning, which is frustrating for obvious reasons. only have three new userpics to do today or tomorrow, so they should get done and up (yay i get to draw a doi!) *IF* the site comes back. at least it wasn't down yesterday when sara was here.

yarg, but i want to reply to our apps email today and can't.

the one thing i really hate is replying to good writers who are having trouble coming up with approrpriate, viable, or interesting characters. these are people who might be fun to have in the game, and who can write, but who just aren't demonstrating that they understand what this game is about. it's not a traditional RP in the sense that there's rarely any fighting and storylines are very much character-driven. right now we're in the middle of an assembly on quality cheese and magic milk powder, thanks to [livejournal.com profile] kalliona and [livejournal.com profile] neverneverland3. man, but i love having guest characters :D <3s lord rocin. <3s the Ministry of BS.

okay, whoever started calling them the Ministry of BS gets a bonus cookie, too.

mikey got me potting soil, so i re-potted my work plant. hopefully now it will forgive me for leaving it for a week (no one here remembered to water it) and start being bayoutiful again.

i need to gets back to works now.
teaberryblue: (Default)
It's not the same. :( It's not that I don't love all of y'all in DotG, cause I do, and last week was some kickass fun. This isn't about the game,damned if I stop playing, I'm not gonna do that, but sometimes I fele like I'm just playing because I can't stop playing while sara's gone and because it's my job to help things along in the meantime, but when you spend more than half the day every day writing with someone and then suddenly you're *not* and you have to make up stuff to do...well, it's really lonely.

i've been in this position before, but usually my games have died off, you know, slowly, like people'll start posting less, get bored, so on, so there's kind of like a buffer period and by the time you're not writing, it's like, oh, well, guess that's over with, and then you start checking in less and less frequently. Even if you're not the one who stops first, if you're not the one who gets bored, and you're disappointed it's dying, it's like, oh well, and you know it's coming. This I knew was coming, but it's still hitting me like a brick, and it's theoretically temporary. I've never been in that situation before, where I was writing with someone, and it was like boom! over, and there was a supposition it'd continue later. Right now of course I'm hoping it's easy enough to pick back up again, but that's going to be months from now, and, well, when the time comes around, is it going to be? I mean, it's entirely possible that one or neither of us'll wanna do it anymore and I can't imagine that being true now, but now is NOT three months from now, and I guess if we don't pick it up in three months, it won't be as hard then, but there's anxiety about it now. I've had so many other projects completely killed by vacations or hiatuses or trips or being out of touch for extended periods. Hell, my last two-person story before college went awry because the guy I was writing with lost his computer to a breakup. He tried to get online every once in a while, and we talked on the phone, but by the time he got a computer back, neither of us could get back into it and I really don't want that to happen again.

Yeah, so if I'm morose or unresponsive now and again, I'm sorry. Figure it'll last a few weeks, and hopefully by then I'll have found some other ways to occupy my time and I'll be used to not writing constantly or having sara around to talk to and I'll actually be willing to consider the fact that those other possible ways to occupy myself could be just as fun or productive or whatever. I mean, I literally gave up my social life to write over the past year. People think that gamers, roleplayers, whatever, are dorks who don't have lives, who don't go out, who don't HAVE friends to go out with, but before I got into dotg I used to go out LOADS...at very least to the openings, and usually to plenty of other stuff besides. I *chose* to stop doing that stuff because I wanted to write...not just with sara, but with a LOT of the dotg folks, but writing the *big freakin' story* really changed that, from me having to decide whether going out was worth missing roleplaying to wincing at the thought of parties I was expected to go to. For the past few months, I've probably talked to sara more than anyone else besides mikey...probably more than my parents and definitely more than ANY of my RL friends (who all think I've dropped of the face of the earth). So it's really hard, even ignoring the writing part. I miss her tons. I keep freaking crying at work which really sucks, at least I can hide behind my monitor and no one can see.

Sara's right near Siena, which was where I was just a little over a year ago when I resolved to start writing again. If I hadn't gone to Siena, I wouldn't have picked up my notebook. I wouldn't have visited Sheroes. I wouldn't have ever seen the DotG site. We probably wouldn't really have crossed paths to the extent that we did. I told her I was jealous, but I think I'm more jealous of the city than I am of her.
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It's not the same. :( It's not that I don't love all of y'all in DotG, cause I do, and last week was some kickass fun. This isn't about the game,damned if I stop playing, I'm not gonna do that, but sometimes I fele like I'm just playing because I can't stop playing while sara's gone and because it's my job to help things along in the meantime, but when you spend more than half the day every day writing with someone and then suddenly you're *not* and you have to make up stuff to do...well, it's really lonely.

i've been in this position before, but usually my games have died off, you know, slowly, like people'll start posting less, get bored, so on, so there's kind of like a buffer period and by the time you're not writing, it's like, oh, well, guess that's over with, and then you start checking in less and less frequently. Even if you're not the one who stops first, if you're not the one who gets bored, and you're disappointed it's dying, it's like, oh well, and you know it's coming. This I knew was coming, but it's still hitting me like a brick, and it's theoretically temporary. I've never been in that situation before, where I was writing with someone, and it was like boom! over, and there was a supposition it'd continue later. Right now of course I'm hoping it's easy enough to pick back up again, but that's going to be months from now, and, well, when the time comes around, is it going to be? I mean, it's entirely possible that one or neither of us'll wanna do it anymore and I can't imagine that being true now, but now is NOT three months from now, and I guess if we don't pick it up in three months, it won't be as hard then, but there's anxiety about it now. I've had so many other projects completely killed by vacations or hiatuses or trips or being out of touch for extended periods. Hell, my last two-person story before college went awry because the guy I was writing with lost his computer to a breakup. He tried to get online every once in a while, and we talked on the phone, but by the time he got a computer back, neither of us could get back into it and I really don't want that to happen again.

Yeah, so if I'm morose or unresponsive now and again, I'm sorry. Figure it'll last a few weeks, and hopefully by then I'll have found some other ways to occupy my time and I'll be used to not writing constantly or having sara around to talk to and I'll actually be willing to consider the fact that those other possible ways to occupy myself could be just as fun or productive or whatever. I mean, I literally gave up my social life to write over the past year. People think that gamers, roleplayers, whatever, are dorks who don't have lives, who don't go out, who don't HAVE friends to go out with, but before I got into dotg I used to go out LOADS...at very least to the openings, and usually to plenty of other stuff besides. I *chose* to stop doing that stuff because I wanted to write...not just with sara, but with a LOT of the dotg folks, but writing the *big freakin' story* really changed that, from me having to decide whether going out was worth missing roleplaying to wincing at the thought of parties I was expected to go to. For the past few months, I've probably talked to sara more than anyone else besides mikey...probably more than my parents and definitely more than ANY of my RL friends (who all think I've dropped of the face of the earth). So it's really hard, even ignoring the writing part. I miss her tons. I keep freaking crying at work which really sucks, at least I can hide behind my monitor and no one can see.

Sara's right near Siena, which was where I was just a little over a year ago when I resolved to start writing again. If I hadn't gone to Siena, I wouldn't have picked up my notebook. I wouldn't have visited Sheroes. I wouldn't have ever seen the DotG site. We probably wouldn't really have crossed paths to the extent that we did. I told her I was jealous, but I think I'm more jealous of the city than I am of her.
teaberryblue: (sax/kit/toon)
merry merry xmas eve.

i am on long island. ummmm i need to go wrappa da presentos. i am wearing my kidnap the sandy claws shirt and my daddy said NO YOU CANNOT KIDNAP THE SANDY CLAWS and i said BUT KIDNAP THE SANDY CLAWS and daddy said NO KIDNAP THE SANDY CLAWS and so then i left.

all my presents got here safely which is good.

i've been editing down the dotg future, once all the code was removed it was 1704 pp and last night i got it under 1600. if i can continue to remove 100 pp of junk for every 100 pp i get through then we'll wind up with about 800 pp all told. sweet.

i cleaned up the apartment yesterday before i came out her cos it was nasty. it's still not as clean as it should be but at least it's liveable.

the only words to o holy night my dad knows are FALL and OH NIGHT!

behold your king
before him lowly bend.

i found a journal i kept the summer between junior and senior year at vassar. i may clip bits and post um later
teaberryblue: (sax/kit/toon)
merry merry xmas eve.

i am on long island. ummmm i need to go wrappa da presentos. i am wearing my kidnap the sandy claws shirt and my daddy said NO YOU CANNOT KIDNAP THE SANDY CLAWS and i said BUT KIDNAP THE SANDY CLAWS and daddy said NO KIDNAP THE SANDY CLAWS and so then i left.

all my presents got here safely which is good.

i've been editing down the dotg future, once all the code was removed it was 1704 pp and last night i got it under 1600. if i can continue to remove 100 pp of junk for every 100 pp i get through then we'll wind up with about 800 pp all told. sweet.

i cleaned up the apartment yesterday before i came out her cos it was nasty. it's still not as clean as it should be but at least it's liveable.

the only words to o holy night my dad knows are FALL and OH NIGHT!

behold your king
before him lowly bend.

i found a journal i kept the summer between junior and senior year at vassar. i may clip bits and post um later

aiko/

Sep. 30th, 2002 07:14 pm
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okay, so sara started asking me about potential pairings for aiko/kit and the, erm, resulting offspring. it was...ummm...hard. but it was also funny to think about so now i'm trying to list em all.

we'll start with the obvious two and then i just listed everyone currently in the game.

Orrie: Orrie is behaving like an utter shit right now. He's got way too many issues. At this point, I don't see this happening simply because Kit will be very cautious about dealing with him in the future, and because I think the very few friends she has right now would be somewhat disappointed in her if she tried to patch things up.
If they *were* to get together, there would be a slew more issues with having kids because of Orrie's issues with his parents. He's great with Khalil but I think he would freak if he had kids of his own. That being said, kids would be neglected in favor of parents' constant bickering, would have an inferiority complex due to dad's insane ego...we see where this is going?

Percy: Kit doesn't really see Percy as a viable partner/husband/whatever because he bores her to death. She's just in it for the hiding spells and the nookie, and as he's perfectly aware of this, it's fine for now, but I don't think Kit would be happy if she believed this were long-term.
kids: Kit would probably end up having to be a traditional mom, which she wouldn't like, but Percy wouldn't be very helpful raising children. Kids would end up probably being fairly vague but perfectly nice and obsessive-compulsive. They would be very well-mannered.

okay, now the real-rp chars, not taking into account who is taken or no in futures as written yet.

Colley:Colley's sweet, but would Kit ever consider him? Probably no. He's not really interesting enough for her, and considering her diet, she would probably drive him to tears. If she had any interest in food, I would tell her to reconsider, but she won't eat meat or heavy foods and she doesn't like to eat unless she has to.
kids: kids would probably be spoiled rotten, and, again, very well-mannered. They would actually probably be fairly well-adjusted, though they'd have to eat their mother's portion of most meals.

Ev: I could almost see this one happening, considering Ev can *stand* Aiko and she's fairly good at talking to him. If he really gets less antisocial later, this could be a possibility, otherwise, no, cause Kit doesn't like people but she likes social situations a lot. This would probably actually be a fairly sedate relationship; they would probably more or less leave each other to their own devices.
kids: kids would have no sense of humor, for obvious reasons. they would probably be very serious about whatever it was that they were interested, having two parents who lived for their work.

Gamal: don't know him well enough.

Javas: Actually, now that I think of it, Javas would be good for Kit. He would get her to laugh and would be intelligent enough to fill her need for intellectual conversation. This could be very enjoyable.
kids: kids would probably have a *very* good sense of humor, perhaps overdeveloped, and they would probably be slightly insane in an exuberant way. They would drive their mother up a wall and she would likely use her spirits to keep tabs on them.

Kaju: eeeeee, he weirded Aiko out over that kissing thing, plus again, I think she would find him boring as a grown up. The only reason this relationship would be viable is because she would probably leave him alone.
kids: kids would be little snot-nosed nerds. like, the kind of kids who would always tell their teacher when a word was spelled wrong on the board. kit would keep tabs on them just because they wouldn't like it, not because they would be getting into trouble.

Klausy: okay, even grown up they would be an adorably cute couple. they could spar together and play games together and, again, klaus would never let kit take herself too seriously. for some reason kit doesn't care that klausy is dense, because he's so strange that it almost seems like he's not.
kids: their kids would be utterly wisterian. they'd be rambunctious but good-naturedly so, and they would probably enjoy mommy's spirit-things entirely too much.

Kohle: kit doesn't know him very well, neither does aiko, and i don't think she'd see him as a possibility, but he's fairly stable, and again, he has enough of a sense of humor that it couldn't hurt. i'm not sure she'd find him all that interesting otherwise though.
kids: i don't really know kohle well enough to make judgments on kids; they would probably be fairly normal kids however.

Saxxy: agh, this is tough because i've only considered the potentiality of a marriage of convenience. =P lemme think. The plus here is that Kit would get the verbal sparring bit that she likes about Orrie without the, umm, abusive behavior. She's also already learned her lesson about sticking her nose in his business, to the point that she would probably leave him alone.
kids: kids would be,..umm probably fairly okay. mom would say no to everything, so they'd go ask dad. they'd probably be healthily embarrassed by both parents.

Kellan: Kit hates horses. That in itself might make this one a bit of a problem. I also am not sure lann would have much patience for kit's idiosyncrasies.
Kids: completely bipolar.
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teaberryblue: (Default)
so, remember how i said i started writing that profile. and then i said i wasn't writing any more of it. and then i wrote more and said i wouldn't finish it. well now i finished it. *shakes head*

i guess if anyone wants him or knows someone who would, he's up for grabs.

yes, he's named after the little boy in ma vie en rose. )
teaberryblue: (Default)
so, remember how i said i started writing that profile. and then i said i wasn't writing any more of it. and then i wrote more and said i wouldn't finish it. well now i finished it. *shakes head*

i guess if anyone wants him or knows someone who would, he's up for grabs.

yes, he's named after the little boy in ma vie en rose. )
teaberryblue: (aiko)
cam really needs to join dotg.

yes he does.
teaberryblue: (aiko)
cam really needs to join dotg.

yes he does.
teaberryblue: (Default)
i just had one of the best RP moments ever. i hope rosie saw why before she had to leave. i love cliffhangers.
teaberryblue: (Default)
i just had one of the best RP moments ever. i hope rosie saw why before she had to leave. i love cliffhangers.

pity me.

Aug. 20th, 2002 03:30 pm
teaberryblue: (Default)
i got my period a couple days early and totally abruptly, no warning signs or anything. which means i'm wearing cute new panties with little kittens on them and the poor kittens are going to look like a bloody mess. and *then* i got the cramps, full on. and *then* my right hip decided that right now was a good time to hurt when i walk, for no apparent reason. my painkillers aren't working and my hip hurts too much to go buy chocolate to alleviate the problem.

and i have a stiff neck.

rosie signed on but then disappeared. i'm sure she got kicked off her computer or something. it made me super sad because aiko and jammy were going to talk. aiko misses jammy and she needs to have a friend again badly. *and* orrie and jammy *were* talking. all so sad. rosie, i miss you!

and now i feel like crap and i just want to curl up in a little ball. ouchies.

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