Okay so I read this whole thing not realizing it was a home game entry until I went to comment, BUT ANYWAY, I feel my problem comes from feeling like I write differently every day, when I'm in different moods, etc. I worry that I'm inconsistent, and that the inconsistency is very obvious to everyone reading, and maybe that worry is just making things worse and doing the over-analyzing thing and I don't know. But thanks for posting this because I needed to read it. :)