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part of one of my dreams last night was about my old friend kevin from high school. i haven't talked to him since high school but once or twice several years ago. the reason he's important is because my character caffrey's physical look is somewhat loosely based on him; when he first discovered caffrey in one of my notebooks he said he wanted to be him and i obliged. anyway, in this dream i ran into him and was talking to him and he mentioned something about his drawings. now, in real life he used to doodle a lot, mostly these funny looking men with big mouths, but he didn't *draw* seriously. so i asked to see his stuff. he was very hesistant at first, but then he found out that i drew stuff too, which was a little odd since he used to seem somewhat interested in my drawings. so then he decided to let me look. he pulled out this big sketchbook and told me he wanted me to look at some particular stuff. he had to razor through some fluorescent green duct tape-- he's labeled these pages with something like "i fucked up," and showed me some very nice, colorful pencil drawings. they were a little hard to describe. he was called away from the table we were sitting at (an outdoor cafe table) and i looked through the rest of the book. in it, i found an anonymous note i'd written to him years ago, which was a little strange. i don't remember what it said exactly. there was more to the dream but that is the part i remember most clearly.

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part of one of my dreams last night was about my old friend kevin from high school. i haven't talked to him since high school but once or twice several years ago. the reason he's important is because my character caffrey's physical look is somewhat loosely based on him; when he first discovered caffrey in one of my notebooks he said he wanted to be him and i obliged. anyway, in this dream i ran into him and was talking to him and he mentioned something about his drawings. now, in real life he used to doodle a lot, mostly these funny looking men with big mouths, but he didn't *draw* seriously. so i asked to see his stuff. he was very hesistant at first, but then he found out that i drew stuff too, which was a little odd since he used to seem somewhat interested in my drawings. so then he decided to let me look. he pulled out this big sketchbook and told me he wanted me to look at some particular stuff. he had to razor through some fluorescent green duct tape-- he's labeled these pages with something like "i fucked up," and showed me some very nice, colorful pencil drawings. they were a little hard to describe. he was called away from the table we were sitting at (an outdoor cafe table) and i looked through the rest of the book. in it, i found an anonymous note i'd written to him years ago, which was a little strange. i don't remember what it said exactly. there was more to the dream but that is the part i remember most clearly.

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part of one of my dreams last night was about my old friend kevin from high school. i haven't talked to him since high school but once or twice several years ago. the reason he's important is because my character caffrey's physical look is somewhat loosely based on him; when he first discovered caffrey in one of my notebooks he said he wanted to be him and i obliged. anyway, in this dream i ran into him and was talking to him and he mentioned something about his drawings. now, in real life he used to doodle a lot, mostly these funny looking men with big mouths, but he didn't *draw* seriously. so i asked to see his stuff. he was very hesistant at first, but then he found out that i drew stuff too, which was a little odd since he used to seem somewhat interested in my drawings. so then he decided to let me look. he pulled out this big sketchbook and told me he wanted me to look at some particular stuff. he had to razor through some fluorescent green duct tape-- he's labeled these pages with something like "i fucked up," and showed me some very nice, colorful pencil drawings. they were a little hard to describe. he was called away from the table we were sitting at (an outdoor cafe table) and i looked through the rest of the book. in it, i found an anonymous note i'd written to him years ago, which was a little strange. i don't remember what it said exactly. there was more to the dream but that is the part i remember most clearly.

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i really have to do some work, but i am very proud of myself. i wrote almost nine pages last night. i don't know if they are any good, but it's very nice. someone (thank you) gave me a lot more confidence to move forward with the book just as it is, so that is what i'm going to do. i'm just going to write everything i can think of and then if it is too long, i can cut it down to size later. i'm just going to try to write everything as it happens, and write everything that i know about that happens, not just the major plot points. little stuff that i'm worried doesn't really matter to the story. i'm just going to write it. if i write five pages a day, i will be done with it all in a month to two months, assuming the book is between 200 and 300 pp long.

and then what?

on a not so good note, my computer at home...i think misanthropy is dying. very sad. so sad. and i just bought it some nice RAM. i backed up my stories so i wouldn't lose them. and the nekomimicon doll.

back to work for tea. i have too much work, i shouldn't be writing so much, i know...i won't finish in time if i keep this up; it's very bad.

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i really have to do some work, but i am very proud of myself. i wrote almost nine pages last night. i don't know if they are any good, but it's very nice. someone (thank you) gave me a lot more confidence to move forward with the book just as it is, so that is what i'm going to do. i'm just going to write everything i can think of and then if it is too long, i can cut it down to size later. i'm just going to try to write everything as it happens, and write everything that i know about that happens, not just the major plot points. little stuff that i'm worried doesn't really matter to the story. i'm just going to write it. if i write five pages a day, i will be done with it all in a month to two months, assuming the book is between 200 and 300 pp long.

and then what?

on a not so good note, my computer at home...i think misanthropy is dying. very sad. so sad. and i just bought it some nice RAM. i backed up my stories so i wouldn't lose them. and the nekomimicon doll.

back to work for tea. i have too much work, i shouldn't be writing so much, i know...i won't finish in time if i keep this up; it's very bad.

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i really have to do some work, but i am very proud of myself. i wrote almost nine pages last night. i don't know if they are any good, but it's very nice. someone (thank you) gave me a lot more confidence to move forward with the book just as it is, so that is what i'm going to do. i'm just going to write everything i can think of and then if it is too long, i can cut it down to size later. i'm just going to try to write everything as it happens, and write everything that i know about that happens, not just the major plot points. little stuff that i'm worried doesn't really matter to the story. i'm just going to write it. if i write five pages a day, i will be done with it all in a month to two months, assuming the book is between 200 and 300 pp long.

and then what?

on a not so good note, my computer at home...i think misanthropy is dying. very sad. so sad. and i just bought it some nice RAM. i backed up my stories so i wouldn't lose them. and the nekomimicon doll.

back to work for tea. i have too much work, i shouldn't be writing so much, i know...i won't finish in time if i keep this up; it's very bad.

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argh, so...

i went to my gynaecologist appointment, had to leave work to do it, and got there are filled out some forms and then waited a bit and then WHAM they tell me that they have to cancel my appointment because the doctor has to perform a delivery.

i am so pissed off. i spent all this time out of work for nada. and it took me song long to find a doctor who accepts my insurance. this SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS. so they told me to rescedule, but that is gonna take another month, so i'm wondering if i shouldn't just find another doctor.

poop poop poop.

and i missed lunch to do this. i bought myself a yogurt on my way back to work, and then i got in the door and there was still some brown rice left from the chinese food order, so i ate some brown rice. and i got a fortune cookie that says:

"you will move to a wonderful new home within the year."
lucky numbers 4,11,16,39,44,45

that would be nice.

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argh, so...

i went to my gynaecologist appointment, had to leave work to do it, and got there are filled out some forms and then waited a bit and then WHAM they tell me that they have to cancel my appointment because the doctor has to perform a delivery.

i am so pissed off. i spent all this time out of work for nada. and it took me song long to find a doctor who accepts my insurance. this SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS. so they told me to rescedule, but that is gonna take another month, so i'm wondering if i shouldn't just find another doctor.

poop poop poop.

and i missed lunch to do this. i bought myself a yogurt on my way back to work, and then i got in the door and there was still some brown rice left from the chinese food order, so i ate some brown rice. and i got a fortune cookie that says:

"you will move to a wonderful new home within the year."
lucky numbers 4,11,16,39,44,45

that would be nice.

(no subject)

argh, so...

i went to my gynaecologist appointment, had to leave work to do it, and got there are filled out some forms and then waited a bit and then WHAM they tell me that they have to cancel my appointment because the doctor has to perform a delivery.

i am so pissed off. i spent all this time out of work for nada. and it took me song long to find a doctor who accepts my insurance. this SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS. so they told me to rescedule, but that is gonna take another month, so i'm wondering if i shouldn't just find another doctor.

poop poop poop.

and i missed lunch to do this. i bought myself a yogurt on my way back to work, and then i got in the door and there was still some brown rice left from the chinese food order, so i ate some brown rice. and i got a fortune cookie that says:

"you will move to a wonderful new home within the year."
lucky numbers 4,11,16,39,44,45

that would be nice.

LJRPG

i just set up robur for that RPG thing we were talking about. i haven't made it look nice or anything; if someone wants to volunteer to do the design, please let me know and i will give you the password.

in fact, i haven't done anything with it, but i felt like i should just take the plunge and set it up before we all forgot about it.

tea

LJRPG

i just set up robur for that RPG thing we were talking about. i haven't made it look nice or anything; if someone wants to volunteer to do the design, please let me know and i will give you the password.

in fact, i haven't done anything with it, but i felt like i should just take the plunge and set it up before we all forgot about it.

tea

LJRPG

i just set up robur for that RPG thing we were talking about. i haven't made it look nice or anything; if someone wants to volunteer to do the design, please let me know and i will give you the password.

in fact, i haven't done anything with it, but i felt like i should just take the plunge and set it up before we all forgot about it.

tea