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i had to take work home with me tonight. that sucked; i haven't started writing for the night yet. i'll get a little done i guess. but it still sucks. i hardly got much work done, either.

poopy. it's because i did other work at work the past two days. yesterday i had to help finish another project that i wasn't on the team for that was late, and today we had a meeting and then i ended up taking to maciej (the guy who started our company) for a really long time about some issues i had with the way he wants to develop the language/software. it was a good discussion but i didn't get my designs done.

and my chest is hurting again. i think it is because of my boobies. I HATE MY BOOBIES. mikey just measured me-- my ribcage just below my boobies is 27" and my bust is 40." he also estimated that each of my boobies is between 1.5-2 lbs; he measured them against a 1lb can of crushed tomatoes. pooh to boobies. i need to get new bras and that prospect is always creepy. anyway, i think that the weight of carrying around two enormous blobs of fat on a pretty small frame is starting to take its toll on me. TOO BAD MY FREAKIN' HEALTH INSURANCE DOESN'T COVER BREAST REDUCTION.

okay, anyway, i gotta get back to writing. i've been dreaming about my characters which is something new. doesn't usually happen. this whole thing means KiSS has totally gone on a back burner, but i think it is worth it. the writing thing is important. i've also been starting to think about the other characters' stories, especially riasa's. i just realized something about my characters in this particular world.
caffrey: only child/much younger half-sister
cheli: twin, no other sibs besides twin
jolie: youngest of 2
jaesten: youngest of 2
fredje: youngest of 7
riasa: third of 4
leanorah: youngest of 3

jolie, riasa, and leanorah are all from families of only-girls. jaesten and caffrey, the boys, both have sisters. cheli and fredje have brothers.

there are a lot of youngest siblings. i don't particularly know what that means.

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i had to take work home with me tonight. that sucked; i haven't started writing for the night yet. i'll get a little done i guess. but it still sucks. i hardly got much work done, either.

poopy. it's because i did other work at work the past two days. yesterday i had to help finish another project that i wasn't on the team for that was late, and today we had a meeting and then i ended up taking to maciej (the guy who started our company) for a really long time about some issues i had with the way he wants to develop the language/software. it was a good discussion but i didn't get my designs done.

and my chest is hurting again. i think it is because of my boobies. I HATE MY BOOBIES. mikey just measured me-- my ribcage just below my boobies is 27" and my bust is 40." he also estimated that each of my boobies is between 1.5-2 lbs; he measured them against a 1lb can of crushed tomatoes. pooh to boobies. i need to get new bras and that prospect is always creepy. anyway, i think that the weight of carrying around two enormous blobs of fat on a pretty small frame is starting to take its toll on me. TOO BAD MY FREAKIN' HEALTH INSURANCE DOESN'T COVER BREAST REDUCTION.

okay, anyway, i gotta get back to writing. i've been dreaming about my characters which is something new. doesn't usually happen. this whole thing means KiSS has totally gone on a back burner, but i think it is worth it. the writing thing is important. i've also been starting to think about the other characters' stories, especially riasa's. i just realized something about my characters in this particular world.
caffrey: only child/much younger half-sister
cheli: twin, no other sibs besides twin
jolie: youngest of 2
jaesten: youngest of 2
fredje: youngest of 7
riasa: third of 4
leanorah: youngest of 3

jolie, riasa, and leanorah are all from families of only-girls. jaesten and caffrey, the boys, both have sisters. cheli and fredje have brothers.

there are a lot of youngest siblings. i don't particularly know what that means.

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i had to take work home with me tonight. that sucked; i haven't started writing for the night yet. i'll get a little done i guess. but it still sucks. i hardly got much work done, either.

poopy. it's because i did other work at work the past two days. yesterday i had to help finish another project that i wasn't on the team for that was late, and today we had a meeting and then i ended up taking to maciej (the guy who started our company) for a really long time about some issues i had with the way he wants to develop the language/software. it was a good discussion but i didn't get my designs done.

and my chest is hurting again. i think it is because of my boobies. I HATE MY BOOBIES. mikey just measured me-- my ribcage just below my boobies is 27" and my bust is 40." he also estimated that each of my boobies is between 1.5-2 lbs; he measured them against a 1lb can of crushed tomatoes. pooh to boobies. i need to get new bras and that prospect is always creepy. anyway, i think that the weight of carrying around two enormous blobs of fat on a pretty small frame is starting to take its toll on me. TOO BAD MY FREAKIN' HEALTH INSURANCE DOESN'T COVER BREAST REDUCTION.

okay, anyway, i gotta get back to writing. i've been dreaming about my characters which is something new. doesn't usually happen. this whole thing means KiSS has totally gone on a back burner, but i think it is worth it. the writing thing is important. i've also been starting to think about the other characters' stories, especially riasa's. i just realized something about my characters in this particular world.
caffrey: only child/much younger half-sister
cheli: twin, no other sibs besides twin
jolie: youngest of 2
jaesten: youngest of 2
fredje: youngest of 7
riasa: third of 4
leanorah: youngest of 3

jolie, riasa, and leanorah are all from families of only-girls. jaesten and caffrey, the boys, both have sisters. cheli and fredje have brothers.

there are a lot of youngest siblings. i don't particularly know what that means.

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so i got about 7 pages written last night before i went to bed, after all. i guess that's pretty fast; i started writing at about 12:30 and finished at about 2 am.

i think this is going as quickly as it is because i sit at work all day thinking about what i'm going to write when i come home. so i get home and it's like, "oh, of course, this happens and then this happens." although i'm getting into territory where i'm not sure what happens. i know how the story ends, and i know select in-between things, but how exactly they get from point A to point B...? not sure. i fortunately have the oldest scene in the story, the one that was the first idea i had about the story when i first imagined it when i was...? 9 or so, i think...maybe a little older, caffrey and cheli were the first ones and the others followed later...so that will be very satisfying, to write that scene and write it well. unfortunately, the single most important line in the story when i was a kid may have to be cut.

i should get back to work.

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so i got about 7 pages written last night before i went to bed, after all. i guess that's pretty fast; i started writing at about 12:30 and finished at about 2 am.

i think this is going as quickly as it is because i sit at work all day thinking about what i'm going to write when i come home. so i get home and it's like, "oh, of course, this happens and then this happens." although i'm getting into territory where i'm not sure what happens. i know how the story ends, and i know select in-between things, but how exactly they get from point A to point B...? not sure. i fortunately have the oldest scene in the story, the one that was the first idea i had about the story when i first imagined it when i was...? 9 or so, i think...maybe a little older, caffrey and cheli were the first ones and the others followed later...so that will be very satisfying, to write that scene and write it well. unfortunately, the single most important line in the story when i was a kid may have to be cut.

i should get back to work.

okay, this is some ( Read More... )

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so i got about 7 pages written last night before i went to bed, after all. i guess that's pretty fast; i started writing at about 12:30 and finished at about 2 am.

i think this is going as quickly as it is because i sit at work all day thinking about what i'm going to write when i come home. so i get home and it's like, "oh, of course, this happens and then this happens." although i'm getting into territory where i'm not sure what happens. i know how the story ends, and i know select in-between things, but how exactly they get from point A to point B...? not sure. i fortunately have the oldest scene in the story, the one that was the first idea i had about the story when i first imagined it when i was...? 9 or so, i think...maybe a little older, caffrey and cheli were the first ones and the others followed later...so that will be very satisfying, to write that scene and write it well. unfortunately, the single most important line in the story when i was a kid may have to be cut.

i should get back to work.

okay, this is some ( Read More... )

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i didn't have a bad day at work today. i am a little behind on my work but i know the basic direction i am taking most of it in, and that is good.

and i have a weekend to write! yee!

of course, i am getting into unknown territory again. i'm not sure i know what happens between this plot point and the next. i don't know how exactly fredje reacts to what she has to do. and i'm just not sure about what i should be writing. it's okay, it's just frustrating because i have the time to wirte and it is going slowly. so far tonight i have only written three and a half pages.

i need to read the three musketeers. i haven't read it in a really long time.

i also am having this little trouble with facial expressions. all these characters have, you know, personal expressions and ticks and so forth, and i don't want to make them stray too far from a certain set, it would make their characters all over the place, but i also don't want their exchanges to feel redundant.

*shrug*

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i didn't have a bad day at work today. i am a little behind on my work but i know the basic direction i am taking most of it in, and that is good.

and i have a weekend to write! yee!

of course, i am getting into unknown territory again. i'm not sure i know what happens between this plot point and the next. i don't know how exactly fredje reacts to what she has to do. and i'm just not sure about what i should be writing. it's okay, it's just frustrating because i have the time to wirte and it is going slowly. so far tonight i have only written three and a half pages.

i need to read the three musketeers. i haven't read it in a really long time.

i also am having this little trouble with facial expressions. all these characters have, you know, personal expressions and ticks and so forth, and i don't want to make them stray too far from a certain set, it would make their characters all over the place, but i also don't want their exchanges to feel redundant.

*shrug*

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i didn't have a bad day at work today. i am a little behind on my work but i know the basic direction i am taking most of it in, and that is good.

and i have a weekend to write! yee!

of course, i am getting into unknown territory again. i'm not sure i know what happens between this plot point and the next. i don't know how exactly fredje reacts to what she has to do. and i'm just not sure about what i should be writing. it's okay, it's just frustrating because i have the time to wirte and it is going slowly. so far tonight i have only written three and a half pages.

i need to read the three musketeers. i haven't read it in a really long time.

i also am having this little trouble with facial expressions. all these characters have, you know, personal expressions and ticks and so forth, and i don't want to make them stray too far from a certain set, it would make their characters all over the place, but i also don't want their exchanges to feel redundant.

*shrug*